and I am changed for good.

OK. so its 9:48 and i can't stop smiling. I'm so happy I want to cry.

Yesterday I drove from my house to T.J. Maxx which is on 280.. yes, friends, I drove on 280. :)

That would be the first time I have driven on 280 in over 8 months... the Lord is good.

I drove yesterday, and I felt fine. I got a stress headache, cause it stresses me out, but I didn't let that stop me from driving.. just kept on. :)

Today........ :) :) :) I just got back from my doctor's appointment, where, yes, yes I did.. I drove myself (by myself) to my doctor's appointment. :D :D

I mean, it is just 10 mins away, and I drove the back way, but still!! I did it.. and I was fine. I still am fine.. I'm not shaking, or scared, it has almost become second nature to me, almost. haha

and my doctor said that I get to cut my medicine ( that's for my panic disorder) in half! :) so that means that all the negative side effects that I've been dealing with for the past semester will go away kinda. ha ha.

Let me just tell you that this whole thing, from September to now.. my whole relationship with Christ has changed. At first I was mad, now I am so blessed to have an amazing father like him. How great is he. I couldn't be more thankful for him to allow me to wake up every day, and experience these life changing things, my life has changed for the better.. and I am changed for good ( thank you Wicked for amazing lyrics) ;)

Everyone reading this, I hope you have a fantastic day, and to all my friends who read this, thank you from the bottom to the top of my heart for your help.. without you over this year, I probably would not be in this great place that I am in.